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Brush past
Baffled liking ” brushing past ” this song, but has never experienced the feeling of brushing past before today. As the person that you looked for for a long time appeared before you suddenly, that time brushing past from you, you found suddenly this brushed past originally. Different life
Have prayed in the heart the picture many times appeared before you suddenly, but can not name him, either forget, but the excitement I wonder too that it’s time for how about to open one’s mouthes, can only see oneself brush against he helplessly. Turn round at once, but see only fuzzy figure more and more gradually, wait for, go back too supernatural to want, go chase, whom boundless and indistinct sea of faces find he is can only helpless again stand in the street.
Perhaps it was at that time to see him that this grows the greatest regret, there is no name calling him loudly, have not given him a reason to turn round, but give an excuse for giving up the idea of oneself.
Say to oneself, have chance with even if ten thousand can meet each other and then still too apart all the time, but I have not expected we are actually in the place not each other far, but one day when has never met each other, have seen with great difficulty, but can only not interfere him to disappear before me, powerless.
Perhaps this is named having chance with having no one, in fact I should expect for a long time, will not separate for it until today if really have chance with us, but I still thought at that time to see him perhaps we really had chance with, will meet again, or I can be waiting at this crossing all the time, have believed he is sure to pass this crossing again. Think at that time a lot,but reach finally can only smile I but, nothing is done either nothing can be done.
I am no longer a child, there should not be innocent and artless so many one either in the brain, I should very clear it is my everyone that can not snatch away, will belong to me eventually, it is not the my still making a futile effort even if I make even more efforts. I should understand that must be clear too in some things, that emotion has really already gone over, have really gone for ever.
Move ever, promise who else can remember present people ever. Even if I have stopped him, even if he has recognized me, even if we say, how is that, when can get back to our youth again, get back to those young days? Who can also mention who can also remember those once days, those beautiful pictures, those bury until at heart two feeling happy to like secretly?
I do not know the meeting of today means any, has everything been finished? In fact perhaps on end early, just unwilling to leave I still stay in the initial place. Perhaps the all these sum which I make “  The love ” Having nothing to do, just I am still unreconciled, I have been still firmly believing all the time some things can stand the change of time yet in this world, can stand the wrecking of years.
But the fact proves me wrong, should I celebrate or be grieved? I defend one unwilling to let go of commitment to the last for a long time, not for one for one faith and dream in the heart, for mythology for lots and lots of year those, reach whom I get only one I come unwilling answer that accept finally.
Reality so cruel often, this think of for a long time I a straight unwilling to accept one. It is in fact good too like this, rest assured to be content with one’s lot too if can know everything that he crossed well. Though he know I brushing against hing such, I want, will certainly have first of my existences in the abyss of the mind in him, perhaps will not often remember, but has had at least.
I neither sad nor sad, just easy to regret, watch several more, then dark a dark one remember, then forgetting ruthlessly. Hear of a word so once, love to administrate, can lose never. Though can not begin to talk about between us “  Love ” ,But I still hope what he can cross is very good, still hope he can be happy, happy.
If I can rest assured, can give up the idea, because once he gave me three twinkling of an eye that moveds like this, so I would like to give him a blessing in all one’s life, even if he has already forgotten our agreement, hate one than like man to be painful. Just I think it will stay in my heart for a long time for a long time in that picture, because I do not think of forgetting not to forget either.
Good-bye, though I do not want to say goodbye, always there is one day in this way, always leave the regret in people’s life, have, have much light just, how have little, whom we can make try hard regret to reduce us only, try hard to let oneself live a bit more happily. Pestering and drawing the period from then on of a few years, I thought I should stop to have a rest too, easy to begin the next journey, I believe, if you know what I crossed is very good you are sure to be happy, because I know, want, let each other good one of me not merely, it’s a pity words, you have no chance to see these words.
See too good, let I beginning end quietly too quietly alone!

Mood of saying good-bye
Pestering the emotion for many years, when he becomes cold and hot sometimes sometimes, my premonition becomes so strong. Perhaps in some day, I will hear about the news that he talked to say good-bye again, if at that time, how am I? Will I think sadly, my dear, do you know I worry very much sometimes?
There is not his news, my uneasiness like this for a long time. On New Year’s Eve, I can’t help phoning him, however, make for several times, first the line is busy, have hit and shut down again. I think he sees the telephone number that I made, shut down?
Think I what perhaps happen so,people can samples gratuitous.
This Spring Festival, I have not gone home. Pass at Suzhou one, it come back home it the too many in one that face when wanting, courage I in the face of. Moreover, I exactly got those things, already completely wounded parents’ heart last year. I prefer a person’s life, quiet and quiet, but there is a afraid silk.
I am unable to tell that kind of feeling in the heart, just I am suddenly the worry which become unusual, I sent messages and said to him, we registered before and after May Day, waited for the reply at last. I,etc. came to reply, solved the doubt in the heart too at last. Reply and let me not do any movement, the answer which I can’t bear for quite a while, he says he can’t marry me. What meaning is this, this means something to me, how I want to face a series of questions that this result produces. It has no mind again that I suddenly become, no longer strong-minded too. Want what expressions it will spend I, what go face mood,
In the afternoon, I reply messages and tell him, I can understand this result, but I can’t bear, I should do one’s utmost to retrieve. But actually I know, this is only a kind of struggle, just look like the person sentenced to death, take the post as how you admit a fault to repent, is that all right to change the result? I know, he gives me a reason to can send me at will, the hard one is questioned, how. He says I will find the happiness, what this one that said was, need to look for happily, that is not happy. The happiness is subjective, objective, how find. Then, has he found the happiness? Is the happiness really looked for?
In these years, I have been waiting, but I have not done any movement close to him, whom I am make great efforts do a good job of one’s own one, pursue the perseverance in the heart, I will make great efforts to appear and surmount one’s own thing among the ordinary life, perhaps I have accomplished, but I have lost. I am diligent because I have been expecting he comes back, what I can bear is more, in order to reduce the pressure of life. Seem now, this extremely funny, absurd idea extremely, the world how can can let you achieve one’s goal easily, existence is cruel, the emotion of the life is cruel too, nobody will wait for you in where it is.
Once, he said he and others are calling my name while blindlying date, I was very moved, so how far ’s branch road does it walk, I turn round eventually, to whom love expect being too much. These years, I make him very tired, I always reply and cover instead instead, unable to make up mind. Because love very much, there is too much worry.
I pieces of reason more than woman of perception, until a lot of people or thing seem too cold and detached in this world, this world lets me not have sense of safety. Perhaps, relate to life with my growth environment when being young, otherwise the younger sister will not talk about my neuropathy either, it is always the too much of the worry of nervousness. People, should press ahead without any hesitation. However, I am afraid too much, afraid parents have fallen ill, I have no money to go medicine, the ones that worried about my darling had not loved me or can’t love me, my diligent life, let them feel I am very fine, I have the ability to deal with a lot of accidents in the life. Perhaps, whom I should make more, otherwise person that I love why can love me.
Will suffer from insomnia once in a while, why suffer from insomnia? I do not know.
I must let, love people of me too tired, otherwise why parents will be sad, the lover will give up.
I know I am too stubborn, I know one’s own shortcoming and weakness. I have been changing, but, have you seen? Different life
It is good too like this, I originally thought, if I could not walk together with him finally, I have no ability, make with chance more too, let me pass in this way, if relative of common customs can tolerate I the behavior, let me disappear, they always can’t be immune to the extreme behavior. Injure parents and lover just, I unable and forgotten, can do little to appear in front of them.
If my true accident, support parents for parents at some money that will be retained these years one day, though is few, this is only what I can only do. I have thought so precisely, just like the final result of he and I, I have thought.
I will still work, because I want to leave more.
I am still expecting, because I am expecting the person that I love comes around to the correct way of thinking.
Reality is still cruel, life is always very difficult if people wish, I only think the person that I love gives me some strength.
People, why live?
I need to realize the meaning of the life persistently.
Please give me some strength, people whom I love.
Please give me a chance, the life that I will be diligent.

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